happy birthday daddy (:
when i saw him receiving the present, the joy in his eyes, the way he treats the present like a baby, somehow touched me deep in my heart. the so-called unfamilliar man (since close to 6 years ago) i've been living with under the same roof for the past 16 years, seemed to be just a simple lonely old man. the way he opens his present meticulously, trying so hard not to tear the wrapping paper, makes me feel that its time i should take care of this growing man. the joy shown on his face somehow reflected his true feelings from deep within his heart. this old man here, makes me realise my guilt towards him. for the times the siblings & i neglected him (& my mom, at times), the times i bore grudges with him for everything he've done that caused the family to be like this, today. though the situation seemed to have improved, but to me, it was a big event that affected me greatly during my childhood. even so, i still feel bad towards him. & on this day, i'd like to say "Sorry Daddy". & lastly, happy birthday (:
my wish for this year; for everything else in my family to return to the past.
celebrations .
firstly, a BIG THANK YOU to my Aiai, Jes & Cheryl darling, PeiShan, ShuWei, Girlfriend, WaiKiong, Andies (Tan & Kong), XiangHan, Matt, Dickson, WeeLiang, EngTai & HaoHan.
i hope i've not left anyone out. Thank You for being there to celebrate my birthday with me in advance. I had an enjoyable time both at Kbox & at Bark's (: Also, thank you to my colleagues, namely Victor, JingKai, Arnold, not forgetting WeiLing & Boss! (:
next, updates for the week. nothing much happened. except that my class' getting scolded more frequently during chinese & POA lesson. & we're said to behave more rowdy than 4A. LOL. well, school's still as busy. & on 18th itself, i've 2 bloody tests & english ASP. fk ):
& on that day, i've 3 dinner single-dates & i dont know which to go for. maybe i should just stay at home & celebrate with my mommy. LOL. apart from that, celebrated fatt's birthday with the usual co. plus yeeling, elmo & nigel. steamboat with them was a torture. elmo, the chicken king. nigel, the prawn king. & tat fatt, the talk cock king. LOL. i was forced to eat a sinful lot of barbecued food. & its time for me to go on a diet. ahhhh!!! ):
alrights.. time to go.
bathe, & watch tv. haha!
take care people (:
the ever-sickening monday.
on a small note,
time's flying really like nobody's biz. & school's definitely been busier cum suckier. however, to my surprise, a little lesser assignments for the past 2 weekends. & for that, i'm beginning to feel a little lazy. ASSIGNMENTS SHOULD START COMING BACK & KEEP ME IN THE MOOD. but HOLD ON to that, to spoil my wonderful long weekends, i still have to mug for the darn test on monday - Comb. Science. how sickening..
also, God just seems to be with us for the past two weeks & coming one week. lesser assignments was one of the thumbs-up matter, the other's short week for this week due to Good Friday, & an hour short of lesson next friday due to our school's annual sports day. seriously speaking, no one feels like turning up for it. & evil thoughts of running away is running wildly in my mind. HAH.
apart from that, i've been busy with certain stuffs. & finally had the time to do shopping yesterday! bought a pair of skinnys & 2 pairs of heels. like i've said, no work equals to no income. so i've just had another hole burnt in my miserable pocket. i seriously hope this year would end quickly, so i could work, earn money & GO TAIWAN!!!
the thoughts of it already gets me fking excited, LOL (:but also, it's time to study & stop dreaming, friend ):):):
